pen.

veda's cup on hotel (super 8) chair, henrietta new york

julie's garden, virginia                                                         

i'm staying up

with the empire state building

where as a 5 year oldwas afraid i'd fall

and on the eve of 34

im worried i'd jumpon 39th street

through the windows creak

central park leak

of a previous world

before junkies rolled around on concrete

and when I was 17

buying weed

looking at apartment buildings

thinking "that could be me"

my premonition was right

still is

during covid-19

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(AUG 12TH 2020 39th ST)

              

the beauty of high end coffee shop trends

               

greyhound, syracuse new york

"bury my body by the highway side- so my mean old spirit can catch the greyhound bus and ride"

-robert johnson

it takes all colors

internet,etc

 yo.ive been blocked from updating this b/c the libraries have been closed and google only lets me sign in from one library.came today excited to scan some new poems, photos, and drawings in but they took down the scan station because apparently that would kill old people.so i aint puttin up anything new. i was for a while uploadin to tumblr if you wanna see some art n shit you can check that: missingvincent.tumblr.com

with love

-e

jess gave me a bunch of sharpies for christmas

[i didnt do the incriminating ones, someone stole the notebook and i found it with them in it.]

(for jennie)

jennie, i really think you should buy me  this
remember the tag in east village i did n tried to explain to you?
its only fitting.
and given that youre not allowed to hang out with my friends or me you could hide it somewhere in nyc
[no I don't think you could leave it with julian as we are allies]
not sure on size
2x for loose or 3x for baggy...hmm which do you think would go best with my black pants?

lonely and estatic [the teton rag] , in the desert, where accept yourself thrives

sorry for all the self centered posts.
im lonely,egotistical,isolated and sending messages in a bottle (lol)